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I'm a Sagittaric Bohemian with an unrelenting drive for novel experiences and bore easily if I’m somewhere or with someone for too long. One of my flaws is that I don’t obey laws or respect figures of authority who try to dominate society. Fuck them cops!!! I feel like shit when my freedom is constrained. No regrets in my mind. I wonder about alot of things that I can't mention here. Why I’m attracted to the darker side of life? I reckon, but meanwhile I write to reconsider my thought patterns for when I’m resting my old skeleton on a chair looking at the sunrise. Writing to me is both enlightening and therapeutic. I want to write badass in Spanish as well. Graduating does not feel all that different than before. I knew I would get there; it’s getting my Master’s that will be a trip. Ph.Ds I feel limit you to just one area of specialty. I like everything custom. Ignorance is bliss, for some things. Respect has to be earned. Ask me about the afterlife and I’ll tell you I’ve seen proof. Will the human species colonize elsewhere before the sun dwindles to a white dwarf; I believe so but don’t want to think how much more we’ll ruin. I have an addiction for adrenaline rushes, however they might be induced. Inflict pain on me and i'll bring it 1000x worse. Tweaking with horsepower is thrilling and eventually I want to skydive. Fastest I’ve gone is 146 mph and stayed awake for 39 hours. I'm working on lifting a truck to go offroading. I’ve developed considerable control over my unconscious state. I know when I’m dreaming and can either wake up or weave it to desire and later recall it in extraordinary detail. I’d prefer a slow death to feel myself drift away into a delightful vastness. I'd also be down to freeze myself and thaw say like in 3710 A.D. My sense of humor can be sick and sarcastic. I been through alot of shit that fuels a small flame inside and I don’t think it’ll ever go out, but it's made me infinite times stronger not to fear anything. I cheated death on 04292009 and for those non-believers I got proof. So I'm living to the fullest but at times it feels déjà vu like I’ve walked these grounds several times already. It is really hard for me to fathom how so much good and so much bad can co-exist under the same sky, but every day I figure it out more and more. Music speaks to me on a whole different level and I jam to it fucking loud. I'm going to learn guitar. I try to drink a different beer everytime and kick it with homies. This is me, absorbed in the phenomenal complexity of this remarkable anomaly that we call "life".